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Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 11:28 AM
"yan tapos na , goodnight kuya"
"Arrite Mayne , goodnight princess"
First of all why do i have to call him that ? PATRICIA , you know that you like him , so why not call him by his real name? & actually show it ? Pretty stupid isnt it ? Honestly stop acting like his nothing to you. , and accept the fact that you two were just meant to be really close friends : family is the word that your looking for. ,"kuya and his little adding. " You went over your head and told him as much as you can , how you felt , what you like about him ...... But what did you end up receiving from that ?
NADA . ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? are you happy that you went through all that and get no reply? Are you satisfied that finally you actually had the courage to tell him and wish that he will tell you the same thing?
NO ! nothing you planned for happened. You like him yes , but at least think about your self first . Ask QUESTIONS , and ANSWER them. DAMMIT SNAP OUT OF IT. His not the only one that you will ever fall for THIS HARD. Theirs SIX billion people in the world , meaning you will find another person like him. so don't worry about it . BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET OVER IT.
Its funny how my mind comes and talks to me about everything . but i never seem to listen to it. YES i am a stubborn child.. But what can i possibly do ? Love made me blind so i couldn't see. He made it look so perfect , when it wasn't meant to be. Never thought i would say , wish i never loved you on the first day . so that i would of saved my self with the tears that fought me.
" I grew up falling in love with you , but now i need to stop and learn to listen to my self , and at this very moment I'm telling myself that there will never be a you & I"